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Beautiful Loser

from Beautiful Loser by Awon

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    I came across a few copies of the original pressing of my debut album Beautiful Loser via Goon Trax. I have a homie in Japan who put me on (Patrick Gamez thank you brother, everyone else says thanks too!) These are Digi packs and extremely hard to come by, I will sign them unless otherwise specified. I will add a signed photo with a handwritten story from the time in which the LP was recorded. This is going to be a nice package for the real heads. Act fast! The Digi pack is a nice, matte, cardstock, and the art is ill.

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The title track of the album, where Awon explains how his imperfections make him beautiful inside. No one is perfect and here he over exaggerates his flaws to show people we all have things going on with us, he still manages to be cocky with his rhymes.

lyrics

Beautiful Loser

Sick Lunatic with the rhyme skills
Some say I rhyme ill
Nah I'm just taking them sick
Rhyme pills
Flow cocky like my nines filled
Rather my minds filled
Cause I won't give you another
Crime spill
Fashionista etcetera
Awon a predator
Easy job for any rap editor
Discuss this with my publicist
2020 rugged shit
Real heads can really fuck with this
But deep inside I'm a loser
Chronic abuser cruiser
A dreamer who really moves ya
A hopeless romantic always in panic
Niggas don't understand it
Like Jermaine and Janet
Damn it
I'm on the verge of losing
My whole world
My car my job
Most importantly
My girl
Now I'm drinking and thinking
On how my ships sinking
And how my shit stinking
But to you I'm still bringing
This beautiful

Beautiful Loser
Chronic Abuser
One who writes those songs
That really move ya
One who won't get paid off my music
My pain makes you feel good
Don't confuse it

Beautiful Loser
Chronic Abuser
One who writes those songs
That really move ya
One who won't get paid off my music
My pain makes you feel good
Don't confuse it

By the way my name is Awon
And I believe flow is art
I'm the nigga who got the animals
On Noah's arc
It's an analogy
Understand life us grabbing me
To live fatal finalities
And be a casualty
To love and drugs
I'm the illest who never made it
Broke but educated
Critics will celebrate it
To this I'm dedicated
Inebriated and still
I'm young dazed and confused
And niggas still think I'm ill
Besides spit tight
I really can't do shit right
Sneakers and clothes are my kryptonite
My mistakes in life give you insight
To go for yours
I've been scared by vocal wars that's killing my vocal cords
It's suicide I commit everyday
And if you we're I
You could attest to the fact
Its not wack the rap Raful
To the pioneers I'm grateful
For bitter sweet memories
Along with my Hennessy
It's something wrong
When love ones become enemies
I focus my energy
Into the pen before me to tell the story Of young love and what losses do to you
And to you my pain is beautiful

Beautiful Loser
Chronic Abuser
One who writes those songs
That really move ya
One who won't get paid off my music
My pain makes you feel good
Don't confuse it

Beautiful Loser
Chronic Abuser
One who writes those songs
That really move ya
One who won't get paid off my music
My pain makes you feel good
Don't confuse it

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from Beautiful Loser, released December 22, 2012
Produced By Kameleon Beats

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Awon Virginia

Antwan Wiggins (born March 6, 1980 in Brooklyn, NY) is an American hip hop recording artist based in Newport News, Virginia. He is known by his stage name Awon. In 2014, along with frequent collaborator Phoniks, he founded Don't Sleep Records. Awon has shared the stage with many hip-hop acts including Little Brother, Common, EPMD, MC Lyte, and Oddisee. ... more

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